sometimes, i may appeared to be a person that don really care but actually the things have been running through my mind more than the time i can actually show a concern i donoe why am i build this way probably it's e nonsense afraid-to-lose attitude or if not, it's that i am expecting too much from others
the more i am afraid that people will not meet my expectations the more unecessary things i'll do that mess up the whole thing the more damages it will get..
why cant life be more simple? without all the turnings, up and downs? i've done best
so tell me where i've gone wrong, will you?
left my note,
5:30 PM
THE ONLY ONE
Elina Yang Huiting
18th of July '1986
NTU
Materials Science and Engineering
WISH.LIST
Everyone ard me and me will be blessed with good health, happiness, wisdom and fortune
