recently i've been finding it hard to focus on my sch work the routine things you need to do the restrictions you cant do sometimes i really find it tiring
i've seen many cases of people ard me giving up in the face of difficulties in studies the most recent and shocking case is the final yr students from ntu EEE that injured a prof and commited suicide
many people cant understand why do he have to go to such a stage.. he can just quit the school or tolerate for 1more sem and graduate from the sch since he've already go through and come all the way to the 4th yr.. what is another sem compared to the 3.5yrs? but i believed we will never understand what is running through his mind that is so powerful to have the courage to hold onto the knife and stabbed the prof at the back and even killed himself
i am disturbed by the news.. which leads me to think that what's so good abt study? why do we've to go through this kinda agony?
and i went to asked me dad: what is so good abt study? he smiled gently and said "why? you're tired in your studies?" and i nodded my head. of cos as a dad he would have enlightened me with all sorts of ans for my desparate qus
but i know i've to do it by myself.
left my note,
11:09 AM
THE ONLY ONE
Elina Yang Huiting
18th of July '1986
NTU
Materials Science and Engineering
WISH.LIST
Everyone ard me and me will be blessed with good health, happiness, wisdom and fortune
