sometimes i really hate myself for taking things so heavily and being so emotional but don't u know all i wanted is for your good mayb i don't show it, but that doesn't mean i don't give a hoot or mayb i showed it in a wrong way, that doesn't mean i want control or interfere in your freedom
thinking so much about it, lead me to think that why human beings have feelings? who impart that in us? why do we feel happy when we're happy, sad when we're sad, frustrated when we're and all
why we're not created just like a robot - emotionless?
i hate to sleep with my face soaked in tears
left my note,
2:27 PM
THE ONLY ONE
Elina Yang Huiting
18th of July '1986
NTU
Materials Science and Engineering
WISH.LIST
Everyone ard me and me will be blessed with good health, happiness, wisdom and fortune
