what's happiness? what's satisfactory? Of course one will has it own set of guideline.
each day i learnt and knew new things, regardless of knowledge, experiences, feelings, relationship, people, myself...
there are many sides in her inner self...being it to be ugly or beautiful sometimes im so unable to control myself well, esp when my vicious cells that are hiding in the bottom corner...trying its way to squeeze through and surface up.
i don't understand, how come myself can be so offensive sometimes...
what r those that i want in life?
though i've been searching for it for every single day and it's still continue to go on...
i clearly know that...
it isn't being to stand high up there after some arguments or even conversations!
it is being able to laugh my head off together with friends, enjoying and having great chats for 3days 3nights or more, with them!
sorry about my behaviors from the past till now... and thank you for not being calculative
im just so bad in expressing myself, esp when im in a rush to express it out, sometimes... but believe me, it is all because i really do cherish!
left my note,
8:32 PM
THE ONLY ONE
Elina Yang Huiting
18th of July '1986
NTU
Materials Science and Engineering
WISH.LIST
Everyone ard me and me will be blessed with good health, happiness, wisdom and fortune
