my dear gal asked me: "do u have thoughts that come down to think that you're a failure in your life?"
"in what sense failure?" "don't have a bf?" =)
"no! in general.."
"i don't think i'm a failure in my life!"
okay, what i want to say is whether are you a failure in life anot...is solely depends on yourself!
yes! why did i say that i'm not a failure in my life?
bcos whatever things i did...i had a debate in my mind first! what will happen after i do this? how will she/he feels after i say/do this? is it good? is it okay?
and whatever things i did...i will put in effort! not everything i do, i'll have my max. effort applied...that have to again, depend on how much effort does it worth for me to put on! with e thinking through and effort put in...i'll somehow expect wat will be e results.
saying that, even i do not achieve my desire outcome i'll not blame myself to hard...cos i know at least i had try, and did my very best!
try to have second thoughts before taking a step...and of cos while taking e steps, put in your very best effort! don't do things as you like...do things as you like to be! (i.e. i don't like to study but i love to get A's...that's y i workhard for what i want to achieve and not what i like!)
then there will be lesser regrets in your life! =)
i wish you all the best! but don't forget u're e one whom construct your own life!
i am a construction worker of my life!
left my note,
12:06 AM
THE ONLY ONE
Elina Yang Huiting
18th of July '1986
NTU
Materials Science and Engineering
WISH.LIST
Everyone ard me and me will be blessed with good health, happiness, wisdom and fortune
