how shd i put it? so tat it will not become an offensive entry? or how shd i beat ard e bush so tat u all won noe wat n hu exactly it is?
knowing how u'll reacted to it...y did i still brought it up to you? i have been wanting to write an entry on it long ago...but i felt tat we're all young adult...tokin bout friendship and stuff will b childish and i wud like to give u chances too! but if i did not anymore...things will b worse n we will definitly drift apart! and of course tat is something i don wish for.
u may tink is nth...since we've give in to u, all e while..till now u may feel nth bout it...whether we're giving in or not...u cant sense it at all? i m not being calculative with e effort i m putting in n... how much less u did not put in.
sometimes somethings aft being reminded ...had become meaningless!
i m not feeling annoyed but rather sad n disappointed!
i m force to bang down the wall that is between us, as its thickness is keep on growing! in order to remove the distance that occurred between us...i haf to do it... i felt pain aft it too!
left my note,
1:12 AM
THE ONLY ONE
Elina Yang Huiting
18th of July '1986
NTU
Materials Science and Engineering
WISH.LIST
Everyone ard me and me will be blessed with good health, happiness, wisdom and fortune
