i won't apologise when i feel im in nothing wrong! u r hurt...so am i !! im dumbfounded of being said indirectly im not 'worth'...in tat moment when words came out from ur mouth...i didnt noe wat n how shd i response. it isnt tt i wanted to bring out how long we haf known each other to compare if im realli worth anot! and i whispered to her...it isnt tt im tryin to said bad words about you or wat...im juz tryin to hide e jealousy or wadeva. anyhow it isnt mi tt start off w/ e teasin u ...so i tot y do i haf to face how shd i response to u, in e 1st place! (tt's y i choosed to tell it to her) tot u noe or may not noe...ppl tat straight away give mi pissed off face won gain my initiative! out of e lab i too tot tt so called misunderstanding cn b carried away...till san came n told mi tt e arrow is pointing on mi.. only! and i tot it was so unreasonable! she can sae thank you and even sorry ...bcoz she noe tt problems doesnt lie w/ her n she's teasing n laughing mi away (tt i cant sae those words out of my tightly-closed mouth)!! i feel like such an idiot!
left my note,
11:45 PM
THE ONLY ONE
Elina Yang Huiting
18th of July '1986
NTU
Materials Science and Engineering
WISH.LIST
Everyone ard me and me will be blessed with good health, happiness, wisdom and fortune
